Wow. If it hasn't been one weird, hell of a last two weeks, then I don't even want to know whats coming up now.

So, for all that care/want to know/notice, Jen and me are having a week break from talking. I have, no idea how I'm going to cope. But in the long run, we both sorta need it. After the massive accusation of me flirting with some other girl, and me being, well, a total ass anyways.

To put it bluntly i've "changed", and I act rudely around her if any of my friends are talking to her too. Which, I guess I do sorta do? But still, if, all works out and she doesn't decide that this week was amazing and she never wants to speak to me again, then me and her should be, okayish by sunday, most probably alot longer because of how we've been.

I want to thank for really talking me through things and just, helping me understand what the best things to do right now are and, what have you. So, thanks, alot. You don't know how much it means to me. And I hope you talking to her will make her understand i'm not "Such" a bad person ^ ^;

Loss of appetite and a major lack of sleep in the last few days can be, mostly to do with her, so, for anyone that does worry (Which you really shouldn't), I'll be fine in the next few days when I understand where I stand. Anyone who knows what a relationship is like, will understand where i'm coming from, and hell, this has been one weird 8 month "relationship".


Other news. Uh, I haven't really drawn anything in absolutely ages, and I don't think I will anytime soon because my inspiration for anything right now is running dry. Blame the constant cement making and pointing at work, but I've really lost any imagination in the past few days. Plus, 90% of me talking at work is just the word "Yeah" to my dad, so. XD;

Other stuff I want to say is really, everyone I've stopped talking to recently, be it friends that are close or, online friends, Just, want to apologise for my lack of conversation. Theres so many people I want to thank right now but X_x; I can't really say for what stuff over this so. Everyone just, thanks for bearing with my stupidity recently and I hope I can get to meeting up with you all again.


Expo anyone? Yeah! Still can't wait for it. Somewhere I can ignore everything outside my anime-loving, cosplay geeking fun. Hope to see as many of you down there. And be prepared for me complaining about how tired I am, rollerblades, lul.


Okay, so, uh, Thanks for anyone that actually read the whole way through that XD You're saints if you did.

Catch you all later, and look after yourselves. If theres anything I've learnt in the last few weeks, is that you need to really be as honest as you can, and keep smiling through whatever this world drops on you.

Halla at ya~ x